Wednesday, September 23, 2009

have u ever reached a point when ur in a conversation with someone. and u feel so uncomfortable and backed to a corner with expectations or recommendations that in order to get out of there, u either transform into jabbing boxer out of a corner or u simple just bullshit until u dont know wad ur saying anymore. but the desired effect would probably be likewise to striking ur opponent with three uppercuts and afew more jabs in the face, maybe throw in a muay thai kick. lol. and finally u get ur silence.

honestly speaking. in army. i have been rather self indulgent. resting as and when i can. desiring to go the extra mile yet stopping short of anything that involves my boss and job scope. found a way to deal with the stuffy office. strived for better relationships with the people i initially had problems with. finally mustered up some efforts to learn indesign. haha. seriously. and maintaining my shape. squeezing in the occasional moment to turn my office into a temple of praise, worship and prayer. pretty much wad i do in camp.

anyway. other day i was speaking to my boss. he says if i felt i was under utilized, i could always ask him for stuff to do. lol. truth is, sometimes i do wish my army life was more meaningful. thats why when my boss asked me about going on exercise, i ended up decided against it, but i didnt rejected it immediately either. hmmm. ah wells. since i m almost at the tail end. i guess i shud just look ahead.

uni life. exciting. and i ll just see out the time here. doing my best and putting in my best efforts, making sure i dont do anything adebayor-ish, bellamy-ish and that the referee here, doesnt take me beyond 4 minutes of extra time.

|cowpoo| 2:24 PM|

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